Mind

Two weeks Earlier
A mind is turbulent. There are many thoughts happening at the same time. A man must have social security; his rent must be paid, and there needs to be food on the table - to pretend otherwise is foolhardy. Secondly, it is essential that he obtain his Bachelor qualification. He, thus, needs, a place to stay while he achieves great ends. He has a place, however he can no longer maintain his position within that establishment.
He has two options: to return home and face an unpleasant reality once more, or to journey forward. All motion in a forward direction must be strategic, as any failure - even the slightest - could prove detrimental to his first and foremost priority of fucking graduating, fams.
So. That's me. I live in a place I can no longer afford, until I leave and I either go home - or to a new place... The idea of a new place is intoxicating and surreal. I welcome it.
Wherever I go, she won't be there. She won't be there for a while. So it doesn't matter where I go: a life far-removed from her lies in wait ... That is what I choose to remember having believed in this moment.
Very rarely do you get to actually see into my mind. I hope you appreciate this moment.
Even God has thoughts. God is the thought. What are you thinking? I'm thinking that you're still reading, greedily expecting more information about my life. lol. Go be proactive elsewhere now.
King B

Interlude
She will never know.
This hurts far less to admit
than knowing that she does know:
It just doesn't show.
Everything hurts less than that.

One day,
beyond today,
is far too late.
We know no hate.
Yet, now, at the end,
I wish it never began.
I wish it never began.
I wish it never began.

To my sweetheart
Every day is a little hot and a little cold. 
Each day is spent dreaming of meeting you. 
Where we meet will be remembered.

Present Day

I am a Freelancer at a local newspaper in the beach town where I now stay.
I am still currently in Grahamstown, making as much monetary gain as what I am afforded before I move to Port Alfred on Sunday.
These words will come in handy when I submit my assignments, that consideration be taken in grading the words of a travelling phenomenon.
The universe has a strange way of realigning itself to keep us from losing our footing and slipping over the edge.
These past two weeks have been about getting my feet on solid ground, which has been done.
It's usually pretty hard to tell if I'm sinking or floating; however, it beats doing absolutely nothing - which sits just fine with this conscience.
I am not returning home to Pretoria for a while if I can help it. I would not be a journalist there, I would be an unemployed statistic paying heavy and emotionally draining #ubuntuTAX.
This is simply letting you know that the world is very beautiful to you who creates it so. Should you be having a rough day, change it or die - because tomorrow will not be any better unless you make it so. Should you fail without trying today to make your world beautiful, then you deserve to have a shitty day tomorrow - because you did not try today.
So try today.
Be a You.
Be Blessed.
Thank you for taking time to read a little bit about my life. That was a kind thing to do. You have already been kind today. That's a good thing, innit.
King B

Felicia's Box
I deserved to be loved my way too. In my head, there exists in this world a woman who loves me so much she will come and find me.
This human body is showing signs of needing love. Next month makes a year since making the sex.
It's not that I don't want to... There just is no PLACE to make it. So what's the point of even pursuing anyone.
Queen Felicia is owning her space, and t is an honour for you to see. Supreme Queens get horny too.
I talk when I'm horny. I talk my way out of that situation.
It would be nice to be nekked with someone. Play with boobage lovingly. Have my boobage lovingly played with.
Then watch something until someone passes out. Then wake and make out, still nekked. With luck, she shares Felicia's loveage for #Doobage - that way we can even transfer smoke.
Oh, these are things I do when I'm horny. Who needs to climax when we can stay in heaven and just be free...
None who see this, bless but one, may even ever get anywhere close to sharing that state with me. Yah. Only one. There must be one. One makes two in Queen. Yah. Cryptic.
Do you know why I love you, dude? Cos you make an effort to feel me in my eccentricity. Thank you.
#QueenFeliciaDuvaldt

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