In Time
Jabulani lay awake in bed. He was lonely, scared and tired. There had been no warning, no indication that being free of the institution would be this hard. A month ago he had it all: love, respect, purpose. Now, he had only faith and hope that soon things would be as they were meant to be. He sat, cross-legged, and closed his eyes. "Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love. Where there is injury, pardon. Where there is doubt, faith. Where there is despair, hope. Where there is darkness, light. Where there is sadness, joy. Oh divine master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled, as to console. To be understood, as to understand. To be loved, as to love. For it is in giving that we receive. It is in pardoning that we are pardoned. And it is in dying that we are born to eternal life." He repeated the words of St France's prayer over and over again. He felt the words resonating through his body, which felt to be float